Lightness Darkness Lochness monster in my apartment Taking Up space Doesn't feel good Tired Thwarted Feel like someone to be avoided Taking Up space Doesn't feel good Ooh I go home Write a song And float away, away Away, away Feel I'm floating out my mind And I'm above the room I don't know where I'm going But it looks so fine (fine) No homework, the carpet's a boat (boat) And I'm gonna sail it away (sail it away) As far as I can go Away, away Away, away Lightness Darkness Lochness monster in my apartment Taking Up space Doesn't feel good Tired Thwarted Feel like someone to be avoided Taking Up space Doesn't feel good Doesn't feel good, doesn't feel good Doesn't feel good, doesn't feel good Doesn't feel good, doesn't feel good Doesn't feel good Away, away Way

We were jealous? We were rotting to the bone? No, we didn't say it So I guess we weren't All I ever wanted was to never belong Did you hear me knock before? Babe, it’s freezing on your porch Come here now, I’ll come of age, we’ll come on too strong, Kiss me just to say you did, we won’t come to think of it Coming to terms with the come down, becoming something more Guess it just comes back to you Coming to the door Chronic claustrophobia Shut my eyes, space shrunk If that means I am not sure what I hate my verticality pretend to be in agony. Can I bring you to the party I’m at this real cool party Come here now, I’ll come of age, we’ll come on too strong, Kiss me just to say you did, we won’t come to think of it Coming to terms with the come down becoming something more Guess it just comes back to you And what you’re asking for (INTERLUDE) When I write you in, I’ll change the name I don’t want to hold When I tell my friends I’ll exaggerate I want to have held When I’m in love, I don’t want to hold, I won’t remember it I want to have held When I write you in, I’ll change the name I don’t want to hold When I tell my friends I’ll exaggerate I want to have held When I’m in love, I don’t want to hold, I won’t remember it I want to have held (OUTRO)

Safe Sex! Pick it up! x4 Never felt so hormonal So I, wrote this song about it What the fuck is birth control And why can’t I just live without it I think I’m, gonna go to sleep For the rest of the dayy or the rest of the week Or the rest of the week If we planted a tree For every time I said something stupid We’d cure global warming I feel like I’m 13 And I’m emo, and I really need a hug I think I wanna kill something… … maybe a bug Never felt so hormonal So I, wrote this song about it What the fuck is birth control And why can’t I just live without it I think I’m, gonna go to sleep For the rest of the dayy or the rest of the week Or the rest of the week Wish I could grow wings and fly To Rhode Island But then I’d probably just go to Italy and eat bigoli (that’s pasta) Or maybe I’d go to the middle of the Atlantic somewhere, but… … why would I do that… MAYBE BECUZ Never felt so hormonal So I, wrote this song about it What the fuck is birth control And why can’t I just fuck without it I think I’m, gonna go to sleep For the rest of the dayy or the rest of the week Or the rest of the week Pick it up! x4 Never felt so hormonal So I, wrote this song about it What the fuck is birth control And why can’t I just fuck without it I think I’m, gonna go to sleep For the rest of the day or the rest of the week Or the rest of the week

stoner girl is empty now that you're gone ash smeared on my fingers from the night in your car Left my lighter again guess it's yours now hope it's keeping you warm Phantom flicks of the flint that danced in my hands Plague my mind on this lonely walk to my dorm Gotta pack of darts ready to shoot my lungs But the ignition is missing nothing matters when I'm walking alone nothing matters when I'm walking alone nothing matters when I'm staying dry not getting high, eyes locked on the moon She says “listen kid, I got nothing for you” I thought this bond was dictated by that deck of cards I’m the fool, you’re the tower and our union is death now i’m back, in my dissociative comfort staring at the walls but today they started staring back three beers isn’t enough time to shake this dread Double shot to start as I begin my descent Nothing matters when I’m sleeping alone Nothing matters when I’m sleeping alone Nothing matters when I’m sleeping alone Nothing matters when I’m- sleepin’ 🎵 (peaceful part) why do you gotta smoke weed there are healthy coping mechanisms you know maybe one of them will work for you have you tried yoga my sister just started meditating and it's really helped her I read about mindfullessness the other day it was on tik tok what the fuck are you saying I feel empty just like my jar Surviving inside my head cause its the only world that makes sense When i’m not self loathing, or hating, or depressed out of embers to knock me out, so ill see how cold the water is cause nothing matters when im sitting alone nothing matters when smoking alone nothing matters when im eating alone nothing matters when im sleeping alone nothing matters when im fucking alone nothing matters when im moshing alone nothing matters when im moshing alone moshing alone moshing alone mosh fuckers